holy

there are a couple things that I know I need to write about in my lifetime, but have found it impossible to even attempt thus far. They crinkle my vision and burden my chest and etc/. They come in flashes, I ignore them, let slip a whimper, and go about a walk or drink with better times.
They nibble at me daily, I don't know exactly what to do with them.

I am young. time will bring words to my thoughts. yes?

"patience is your ally"-batman